Saturday, November 21, 2009

自我检讨

是不是我的问题呢?
怎么会妒忌心那么重?
是不是自己不如人呢?
别人与别人好,关我屁事啊!
干嘛吃醋,干嘛把自己搞得不开心。
不如把多余的时间用在别的地方,总好过在那里浪费时间胡思乱想
倒不如,把心思花在如何赚钱更好
别以为我是个贪钱的人,一点也不是,只不过是社会要求过高
那么一点的薪水,根本就是微不足道
单单开工了这个月,都花了四个数目字
给家用,吃的,喝的,车的,车喝的,等等。。。
还要存钱给每年旅行用的
社会无情,那就别怪我决心。
更何况,现在不努力捞钱,难道要到老了才吃老粮(父母留下的)
我是肯定做不出了。

开不开心也是要过日子,
倒不如让自己快活一些。
还记得,有一段日子,
感觉上就像被人从十八楼丢了下来,
但是又死不去的感觉,真的痛不欲生。
还好,那些地狱式的日子已过去。
就凭着这句“treat yourself better, perhaps the BEST.”
要对自己最好的,什么都以自己为本,什么都从自己的点出发
那就什么都行,什么不开心的都很快抛于脑后。
感觉上很自私,但是人不自私,天诛地灭!!
说不定到头来还要谢谢她,让我成长了许多。
让我学习要带眼识人,也不要随便相信人。

Tuesday, November 17, 2009

Principles of Life

1. Life does not work through indecision. Indecision promotes blocks, confusion and stress. Make a decision and allow life to find movement through you. Trust yourself.

2. The 3 C's of life are Courage, Capacity and Commitment. It takes Courage and a Commitment to make many of life's decisions, and Capacity to follow them through.

3. Truth is never out of time...it always remains the truth. It is we who are usually unable---to recognise the truth.

4. The mind recoils from the unknown, so we seek to make everything known, and, thus safe. Imagination is the key to the unknown... the positive, uplifthing imagination.

5. For as long as we search for Our God Self, wedeny that we are it. Loving yourself reveals your truth.

6. Becoming free is not changing yourself into someone you think you should be. Becoming free is falling in love with who you are...right now!

7. Imagine a room of pitch dark and a room of bright light connected by a door. When you open the door what happens? Light floods into the dark room illuminating it. Live accordingly open the doors of your heart.

9. Anything of the past that is unresolved is unresolved now. Living NOW resolves the past.

10. Life flows from the inside out, never the reverse. Once we understand this...we cease to be a victim.

11. love responds...fear reacts. Love connects...fear separates. Love uplifts...fear dflates. Love creates...fear destroys.

12. There is no such thing as a mistake...only experience. There is no such thing as failure only people's condemnation. There is no such thing as success...only people's approval.

13. Donot get caught up in modifying your life... allow life to change YOU. Modification is a superficial exterior veneer, change is an inner shift in consciousness. Let life live through you.

14. Pain is a measure of your resistance to change.

15. Decide whether you want to be an onlooker of life or a participant. This is the birthplace of choice.

16. You hear with your ears.. but you listen with your mind. You look with your eyes, but you see from the heart.

17. Consciousness is not contained in your body... you are the consciousness that contains the body. Consciousness draws to itself the form through which to express.

18. Your mind cannot exist in the moment. You cannout think your way into the momoent, you can only think your way out of it. This indicates that your mind/intellect cannot set you free. Truee freedom is a state of consciousness. Only your consciousness is aware of NOW.

19. We each live in our own universe, a universe of our making. It is designed to support our beliefts and our focus. Our thoughts are our focus, so observe your thoughts, focus on your blessings, and trust. This is how we each become a participant.

20. Practise seeing all life around you as an aspect of yourself. In this way you shatter the Illusion of separation.

21. The 3 C's of a successful relationship are Caring, Consideration and Communication. Communication opens the door between us, Consideration allows us to pass through it and our ability to Care for each other unites us.

22. If you focus on what you do have, it increases. If you focus on what you don't have, you will have even less. If you focus on your capabilities, they grow, if you focus on your health, it improves.

23. Your mind does not know the differece between a powerfully imagined reality and a physical happening reality. Why...because there is no difference!

24. You only have a problem if you believe you have a problem.

25. Live these principles and you will be practising reality. Practise reality until you overcome the illusion. It is only an illusion that you are not free, now!

世界本来就是残酷的

经历很多年,很多事件
我可以说世界本来就是残酷的
为何呢?

外面的世界就本来是弱肉强吃
竞争是无所不在的
公司不会因为你是老臣而重用你
是谁帮公司赚到钱的,你就是好员工

电话弄丢了,以为会有好心人捡回给你吗?
机会几乎是零,人生本来就是贪。
如果人要是不贪,这就不是社会了。
要是不贪,也不会有真么多的成功生意人。

在外面要生存已经很难,要在这么大竞争的社会,更是难上加难。
如果是要安分守己,死死的打一份工,那当然没问题。
但是,我就是不甘心,不愿意被绑着,所以我不会真么容易放弃的
就是梦想,让我每分都提醒自己要努力用功的对自己想要的一步一步迈进
有多么的辛苦,多么疼痛也无所谓;没人理解;没人支持也没关系。
最重要的是知道自己想要什么, 为了什么而牺牲。
我相信要得到一些东西,都必须放弃某些事物。
到头来,得到了自己想要的一定会喜上加乐。

有一个朋友她最近做了一个很大的决定
为她感到十分安慰。
无论家人,身边朋友用什么的眼光,多么的不了解你都好。
他们始终都不是你。最重要的是自己开心。
自己想要的,才是最重要。
到后来,他们一定能明白的。
在这个时候,我这个作为朋友的,只能默默的祝福你
希望你会比从前快乐,工作休息两得。
至少有多一个支持你的了。

Friday, November 13, 2009

要开始了哦

今天因该是新的挑战开始咯
原本可以轻轻松松的上班
不用很多烦恼的
现在要开始工作加倍了哦
那是因为我的同事将被调去别一个工程了
所以他所做开的,将会被我一一承担

突然觉得好像很充实,感觉很不错
但是又怕做不来,
因为我不但有正职,也有副业
最近还在外接了另一个计划,还是短期的
所以需要在短期内搞定。

不用紧,要是不用功,哪得世间财。
我会发奋图强,努力工作,迈向我的愿望
那就是我的 “代步工具”!!

Monday, November 9, 2009

又老了一些

不经不觉又过了一个星期
不经不觉的也老了一些
终觉得自己很微小
终觉得如果我在这个世界消失
也不会有人会为我掉一滴眼泪
还记得以前有一个人跟我说
如果有一天我去世了,她会很伤心
当时的我,都很相信
但是现在的我,非常的怀疑

是不是要遇上一个你爱的又爱你的人很难呢?
以前都以为都找到了那个人
但却只不过是过眼烟云,不是真实的
都是骗人的,对人的付出得到的尽然是个谎言

终觉得,有些人拥有一切的时候都不会去珍惜的
是要失去了才会懂得什么是珍贵
反而有些人想要去珍惜的
却重来都没有被人给机会过

唉!!!

Sunday, November 1, 2009

老了

真的是觉得自己老了很多
以前的我,不眠夜都没问题
现在的我,少睡几分都觉得半身不死的。还要加上身体不舒适的。
昨天真的搞倒我很累。
前天才睡四个小时,然后很早就起床直到半夜五点才有机会睡。
然后今天又七早八早的起床了。
真的很累很累。。好像老伯伯那样

呵呵,真的没上班还比上班更累哦!